| 離開 x 遊歷 準備就寢的時候
再次被古老的記憶所干擾了
今天的雲有種說不出的神秘
是要告訴我..這便是未知的明天吧..
我想要跨越無法接受的答案..
所以我決定將自己帶往沒有終點的旅程
這次的離開是為了感覺希望的氛圍
也許我跟妳十年後再見
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| 抖 剛剛重新的弄了xanga的outlook...感覺不錯...希望給大家新的感覺...
在這世界..很多很多的狀況下.....
人們總希望對方會做著自己所想像的行為
但是一直這樣的話是不會成長的...因為無法和新的自己相遇的
我是這樣的想著
我想要有的人生是用自己的想法來走的道路...
現在的我....努力著啊...
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| ME 各位過得如何呢？
因為一直忙著....沒有辦法更新
最近做了一些決定...是什麼？
過陣子才告訴大家...
對啦..
為了保護自己而逃跑也是很重要的事...我是這樣的想
因為人生也只有一次吧..
唔......
真的一直覺得很感謝某些朋友傳達給我的關心
為了與你們相繫
所以很努力地過著每一天
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| Now is 9:30 in da morning, yea.. saturday morning...meanwhile I m sitting in da office....tedious, irksome, exhausted..any negative words ya can think of , are now flowing inside my brain....um...some of ya may knew that I felt very dejected recently....and itz just still going on....i believe I gonna crack up by da gloomy environment/mindset....is it kinda of mentally disorder...whereat was i struggling....well..I surmise that my career path is one da reasons....
Secondly...partner/companion relationship..welll...or maybe soulmate...but itz sound a little bit gay...therefore I try not to use this word...single single single...is there any other word could possibly to be used?...
~brain storming~
yea...celibate..yet not celibatarian...I just cant find a partner instead of I m not going to find one...
few days ago...a frd of mine asked for my advices to approach a gal...
well...come on man...I m nearli retired indeed....celibate not single...haha...for almost six years..
I anit a player no more....my strategies my knowleges were all out-of-date..
at last, i gave him a very common advice...just cater to the girl's fancy...
frankly...I miss da old days in melbourne very much....I miss the days I had a short nap on da baloncy in the light breeze with a lovely sunshine...hold on hold on...was it realli light breeze?...I think Mr.Pro Cheat will totally disagree with it...coz that "light breeze" can blowed away my shoes and his "astray"(a bottle full of cigrattes ash and cigrattes) COUPLE TIMES..haha...anyway...those days were memorable and cozy....
Back to Hong Kong...became one of the labour force power....the society taught one thing....
Benthamism....simply means Money is everything...power, life, career, honey and your future....
thatz da cruel fact...and is da onli fact for most of da human being....is truth there are always exception...
maybe you are, yet not me....yea...this is so contradictory... |
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| 製作自己的路 大家好....是非常久違的更新了...是因為常常都很疲累的關係..
最近的香港都在下雨...看著天空的雨點...發現現在的自己很怕被雨淋濕了...
記得少時候...很喜歡撐著傘..跑到雨點特別大的地方
聽著雨點的拍打聲...有時候更故意的讓雨淋濕
現在一切都改變了...是什麼原因...好像明白又好像不明白.... 今天回家的時候...唔....不只是今天吧...很多天了....
想著如果爸爸還在世上的話...他會給我什麼建議...
現在所做的工作...說真的...我一點興趣也沒有...
我明白不是那麼容易能存有自己喜歡的工作...
但我還是想在自己仍有一點的時間...做一些自己想要的..為了讓我能夠追探真實自己..
希望可以回到自己的原點....啟動新開始而有的企劃
讓我的旅程繼續下去.... P.S. 我想一輩子也不會忘記那天虛弱的您躺在病床上跟我說:
[無論怎樣,爸爸也會全力支持你, 不用擔心.]
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